Love life.
Enjoy your journey.
Goodbye and good luck.

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But at least have some decency. And to talk to me weeks before and say your uncomfortable when you're around me and someone else because we maybe flirt a bit?

Riiight ... fucking hypocrite.

I knew what i saw that night in the hotel when i came in and maybe i just didn't want to believe it. But whatever. That's fine, you can make your own decisions, you're a big girl now. But far be it from me to tell you that you keep making the wrong ones. I really don't know what happened to you. I understand people change but most of the time it is usually for the better. Most of the time they hit the bottom and bounce back ... not fall deeper.

Maybe its pointless to post this here. You obviously don't care even an ounce anymore about me and granted we're not on the best of terms but to do that right in front of me?

It's a shame. You used to be so pure, intelligent and self driven. Now its dirty, dumb and stubborn.

I hope you enjoy life and the bed you made for yourself because it was all your choice.

Fuck you and goodbye.

You're right. People will do whatever they want to. They can blame it on any number of excuses why they can't or won't do something, but when it comes down to it, you said it best.

They will do whatever they want to do.
Even if they realize it or not.
Actions speak louder than words and I'm sure mine speak volumes.

...Although some have an addendum that I'd love to elaborate on sometime.

But alas it is what it is, and nothing more.
Separate paths lie ahead and only fate knows if they join or not.
Regardless of the outcome, I've got scars and stories to share with the travelers traversing the trail with me.

Sometimes it's like everything comes full circle. The only thing to change are the names and dates. Everyone you meet is someone you've known before and every new experience pales in comparison to the one last time.

Sad outlook i know, but one that is true nonetheless. I think I've just become too rooted and jaded being here for this long. Life is stale, no doubt about that. But in the interim I've learned a great deal -- so much so that I frequently impress myself with the conclusions i reach and the problems i solve. That is a pretty big glimmer of hope that is all me...no one else.

Confidence comes with that and it's something I've never really had an abundance of. Almost like knowledge is power, confidence is king. It's the ability to take a stand and get something done or sort out and deal with the problems encountered. I kinda like it.

So coming back full circle means that this star is rising. Took me long enuf but ehh whatevz. I took the long road, so sue me. I'll tell you what tho, the people and places I've met along that way have helped me more than anything else. And I'm eternally great full for that. I regret nothing, for i could have not done it without them.

Honestly sometimes i forget about this page myself. And then i glance back at the old entries, feelings and pictures and I'm pretty impressed by myself. That last entry was a pretty solid shot at explaining my existence.

But if I'm keeping tabs, then we're at 33%. The new car has brought a much needed breath of fresh air to the otherwise stale life i live currently. Work has taken over. So much so that i cant even keep dates because i end up having to cancel because i get called in. I'm sick of being the goto guy, sick of the responsibility, sick of fixing everyone else's problems. If maybe i had some compensation, it might be worth it. Even a 'thank you' might break up the monotonies of having to be tied to a laptop 24/7/365.

So I'm pretty much done with it. I worked my ass off for my car and that was well worth it 10 times over. Every walk back through a desolate parking lot is accompanied by an ear to ear smile. Its all mine and i fucking love it.

Capitalizing on that previous entry, it looks like there is some love back in my life; as sick as I'm sure it is to love an automobile. But for me, its a start and I'll take it. It's the groundwork for securing the other two necessities and I'm looking froward to those adventures more than you could ever know.